I dont know what to do

I have just on the phone to where i worked before i had jaden, they think i am going back after my maternity leave but im not, they have just asked if i would be able to go in part time for a bit extra cash i could do with the extra cash but my dad is takin over a pub the end of october and i am wanting to go work there but the job is not definate as he dont know how busy they will be so i dont no weva to go in to my old job for a few hrs a week or not. Plus who would look after Jaden? hmmmm

awww hun i know its hard sydney is nearly one and i told my work i was going bk but i couldn't put sydney into a day care place i wanna be there for everything we could do with bit extra money but stu has had a pay rise so we are alright now so i dont need to work must be really hard u just go with yr heart think of yr lil man if he will be alright without u for a few hours u see i only trust my mum to look after sydney and she works full time u could always do something like delivering cataloges or something thats bout 100 a wk down here for bout 10hours a wk that way u can take him with u gd luck

i have told them that i am just not ready to go back yet so they accepted that

glad its sorted hunni